Therapy

I haven’t been able to write about all the things Zach and I did when he visited…but I will soon <3 I’ve been so busy lately with work and it sucks

Zachary and I have been talking about getting married! O.o I know right?! Who would have thought I’d be talking, thinking, or wanting that to happen this early in my life. But I am so in love with him it isn’t even funny. Nothing I wrote could express enough how much I care for him. He’s my best friend and I would be honored to spend the rest of my life with him. I’ve fallen hard and I hope he knows how much he means to me <3

I kinda wish he would stop talking about it in a weird way. I really would want him to surprise me ya know? We’ve talked about living together, what we’d have in our house, kids, everything. I wish though he’d surprise me and pop the question in a few years instead of us tlaking about it all the time. DONT GET ME WRONG I love talking about it. The thought of spending my life with him is all I can think about. But I want him so surprise me…if that makes any sense. 

I miss him so much! GAH this sucks being apart from him. Im wearing his sweatshirt right now and it makes me miss him more </3

I have to work tonight from 11-7am. YUCK

GAH I CAN GO TO ZACHS HOUSE!
it all worked out! I don’t have to sneak over and be cooped up in his house..instead I get to go to the zoo friday travel to Indiana that night and meet his family. OH.My.G. kinda nervous but I’m excited!!!

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